I guess I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. I woke up a little late so I was rushing to work and people kept pulling out in front of me on the road which just enraged me. Helped my coworker “N” fill up her car tire with air (which was a good thing and made me feel good to do something nice for someone), but then when I got home from work I saw a message from one of the gentlemen I was communicating with on CM. In my last message to him I asked him what else he liked besides UFC since that seemed to be the only thing he wanted to talk about. And he responded to me today with “you didn’t read my profile did you?” Let me tell you folks, his profile was a 2 liner that said he liked the outdoors and hanging out with friends. That’s about it. Ugh that enraged me even more. I really really wanted to go off on him, but I just blocked him instead. And then when I was walking the dogs, Gadget barked at some guy and it just ticked me off too much and I hit his butt. I feel so bad… :””'( I snapped. I’m so frustrated with life today. I’m trying to be positive and focus on the good, but today this let down with the guy on CM just made me feel like finding a guy is hopeless for me. I don’t know why, but it seems like no normal, nice, decent men are interested in me. I’m soooooooooooooo tired of these dating sites where I exchange 3 messages with someone and they disappear or only want to talk about themselves and not ask me a SINGLE question or they want kids or whatever else. To be honest, I did not think it would be so hard to find someone. It had been relatively easy for me to find a boyfriend on these dating websites before but now that my standards have gone up it seems like it’s impossible.
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