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Life is such a lonely thing. We all go through it alone. Step by step, day by day. It’s all alone. Real love is so rare… why would I think that I would ever find it for myself? Literally...
View ArticleToday’s Reflections
Long boring day at work. My manager and his wife had their identities stolen so they’re going through a difficult time right now. Steve was telling me about it at work. Then I told him that N and I...
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It’s Forever Over with P
Even though I had decided not to say anything to P about how I felt, I slipped anyway. I think it makes me feel more sure knowing where he stands even if it hurts more. Anyway, this morning he asked...
View ArticleA new week has begun
Happy Monday. A new week has begun. I had the condo in Reston inspected over the weekend, on Saturday. It went well, mostly. But the HVAC is about 60 years old and triple it’s expected lifespan....
View ArticleLonely
Yeah… I’m just lonely. Really lonely today. I am really struggling to find happiness or even to just be ok. I think the only way I can feel any type of motivation or… anything other than just blah and...
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Things are still not clear
Last night, N sent me a text in the middle of the night saying that he missed me a lot and really wanted to see me. But, we’ve already talked about why we haven’t seen each other – he’s got his...
View ArticleI’m done
Date with Brandon tonight. Was blah. 3rd blah date in a row in 2 weeks. I’m done. I’ve tried everything I could and I’m just done. The universe has made it clear to me now. I’m not meant to be...
View ArticleOrange Days
Yesterday I heard from N. He apparently got some infection from a branch hitting him in the leg and was in the hospital the past few days. He did not apologize for not responding to my messages for...
View ArticleDate Last Night
Went out on a date with Hiep last night. I didn’t really like him, but it was a fairly enjoyable evening. I’ve agreed to go out with him again, but I don’t know if I’m going to follow through. I...
View ArticleDating Sucks
The date with Kuni I mentioned in my last entry went fairly well, but he didn’t text me back afterwards. So, I guess it didn’t go as well for him lol. But, that was several weeks ago, so I’m ok with...
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