Date with Brandon tonight. Was blah. 3rd blah date in a row in 2 weeks. I’m done. I’ve tried everything I could and I’m just done. The universe has made it clear to me now. I’m not meant to be part of a couple. It’s just over. It’s never going to happen for me. I have to figure out how to accept it.
The problem is, I don’t believe life is worth living if I have to spend it being this lonely.